Thursday, 2 June 2011

Emptiness

My dearly beloved, I'm here today, to ask one thing, if you would be so kind as to lend me an ear. Do you, my dear, know the meaning of emptiness? No? Well . . . perhaps I could explain.

Emptiness - to begin with - is a feeling. Yet only a feeling, it is not! It goes much deeper than mere feelings. It goes deep into the heart, the soul, and the mind of one. It starts with a silence; a creature lingering in the shadows, waiting for loneliness to come and feed it's needs. The silence and loneliness then unite: creating a void. A void that is also know, as emptiness. This void will haunt, torment and torture, yet will find no satisfaction, until you are stricken and destroyed.

Now, I can see the look of confusion upon your face, as you wonder why I m saying these things. Well, my dear, I hope to rid you of this confusion, as I explain exactly what it is, that you are able to assist me with.

As you may know, from others all around you, this void of emptiness can indeed be cured, by one thing and one thing only. This cure is also a feeling, yet also goes deep into the hear, the soul and the mind of one. It is the one thing far, far more powerful than anything on this earth. It is well known to have saved many people, yet is feared by thousands, because if not truly felt from deep within, it can also destroy. This cure, my dear, is indeed our raft in the rapids of life. This cure is the shore o a shipwrecked soul like me. This cure; is love. And love, is what I am asking of you today, and what I have to offer to you each and every day; the cure to this emptiness that we feel.

For so long I have had this feeling for you concealed. I - like many others - was afraid to love, afraid to be in love, as countless times I saw with my very own eyes, the destructiveness of this feeling. Yet I am no longer afraid; as I have moved away for the conditional love that we saw when we were young. The love that we had to work, please and be good, so as to receive. I have now been enlightened with a love much stronger, much safer and much more enchanting. It is the love that cares about the other person, whilst not caring what shall be received in return. It is the love that cares not about the faults and foolish mistakes that may have been made in the past. It is called unconditional, or even, true love, and it is the love I have for you.

So I ask you today, if you would be so kind,as to open up your heart to me; allow me to freely love you, and be loved back. I wish to grant you happiness and to keep you safe from the destructive void of emptiness.We could be bound together by this unconditional love, and for as long as we persevere one another; never shall we be broken apart.

I must thank you, my dear, for lending an ear, and I hope you will consider these proposals I make. I need you to know, that all I say is true, and I indeed will never give up expressing this love, even if it means taking pushes and shoves - I would travel beyond the moon and back, just to prove this to you.

~ Amaurea Uruviel © 03/06/2011